[ he can see his mother's tries to not laugh at him, though it doesn't feel bad, just embarrassing. it's not at all like when his fellow Jin clan juniors are laughing at his expense.
it's the opposite and he's not sure how to parse that, because he can't be mad, just flush harder and try to not think about how his tail is wagging at gods. he looks down as his father helps his mother up and moves a little to the side to pat his robes down and school his embarrassment down to manageable levels.
he's not sure why he wants to cry again, he's. he's happy okay. leave him alone. ]
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it's the opposite and he's not sure how to parse that, because he can't be mad, just flush harder and try to not think about how his tail is wagging at gods. he looks down as his father helps his mother up and moves a little to the side to pat his robes down and school his embarrassment down to manageable levels.
he's not sure why he wants to cry again, he's. he's happy okay. leave him alone. ]