[She says, a little incredulously. It's not like she hasn't thought about it? She has, and then scolded herself for it, because there was just... no way. Peridot couldn't feel that way about her, because Peridot was... better than her?
That's why she tried to brush off more emotionally charged contact with her in the first place! Because it made her think about wanting it, and wanting it was just. Out of the question entirely.
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I... you? And me?
[She says, a little incredulously. It's not like she hasn't thought about it? She has, and then scolded herself for it, because there was just... no way. Peridot couldn't feel that way about her, because Peridot was... better than her?
That's why she tried to brush off more emotionally charged contact with her in the first place! Because it made her think about wanting it, and wanting it was just. Out of the question entirely.
Except it... wasn't now.]