Which is understandable,

[Lorenz said with a firm, accepting nod. His stance was relaxed and comfortable, as if they were standing on private grounds rather in the midst of a bustling marketplace.]

It seems your life has been frought with complications since you became a teacher at Garreg Mach. Fortunately, if you awaken in Aefenglom, you should find you have a reprieve of complex personal matters for a while. Hopefully, it will be long enough for you to sort yourself out.