[ Felix still doesn't say anything, but it's there in the way he eats at his own small portion—tight-lipped as he tears away little pieces of meat, chewing like he has an axe to grind, crease between his brows. He knows how Sylvain fights. He swings a weapon like a man who doesn't particularly care how long he stays in this world, and Felix has always hated it. He always feels like he keeps one eye on Sylvain out on the battlefield, even when he can't afford the distraction, because if Sylvain's not going to act with any sense of self-preservation then somebody has to do it for him.
Maybe that's always been Felix's way of fighting to keep from breaking their promise. ]
...Good. [ A moment passes, and then he adds, quieter, with none of his usual sharpness: ] I'm sick of losing people.
[ I wouldn't want to lose you too goes unsaid, but it's there all the same.
He glances to the side as Sylvain offers him more food again, and after a moment, he sighs, only so irritated, and takes it. He recognizes that Sylvain's just being practical, and if he can be more honest, maybe Felix can be less stubborn. ]
Don't die at Enbarr, or I'll... [ His throat works, but he can't quite find the right words, so with a quiet whuff, he says simply, in his own kind of honesty: ] I don't know what I'll do, alright? So don't.
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Maybe that's always been Felix's way of fighting to keep from breaking their promise. ]
...Good. [ A moment passes, and then he adds, quieter, with none of his usual sharpness: ] I'm sick of losing people.
[ I wouldn't want to lose you too goes unsaid, but it's there all the same.
He glances to the side as Sylvain offers him more food again, and after a moment, he sighs, only so irritated, and takes it. He recognizes that Sylvain's just being practical, and if he can be more honest, maybe Felix can be less stubborn. ]
Don't die at Enbarr, or I'll... [ His throat works, but he can't quite find the right words, so with a quiet whuff, he says simply, in his own kind of honesty: ] I don't know what I'll do, alright? So don't.